like a little girl..

2day at 5pm Im begining one of the most amazing and important trip of my life and what?  Im having terrible cold and feeling like a little girl who stamp one's feets and scream "it's not fair, mammy it's not fair! I was a good girl!" becouse she can't do anythig else...
so annoying when everything's going well and then, in one day, everything's change and you have no idea how to deal with lemon that life gives you. In Poland we say "if life gives you lemon ask for vodka and make cytrynówka" ;) funny but true.
2days ago I promised to myself never ever let anyone bring me down and doubt about my dreams. I also promised to never give up my plans and dreams.
And there is NO WAY that stupid cold could stop me from fulfilling my long term dream. Since the medicines doesn't work I decided to try warm beer with raspberry juice and if this won't work I will drink vodka! (russian always says vodka is the best for cold, but for them vodka is the best for everything).

Let see what will happen, wish me luck!

awesome!

guys with a fantasy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1826ceOhZIU&feature

70% of decisions we have made in our lifes

are wrong.. but still, you have to face your life if you wont stuck in one place forever. its the only possibility to move on.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgmcLvfr-n4&feature=related


Someone who's coming out, to see a lot of our destination
A maniac neurotic who wants to jump of the eye
How can you know that I'm the one who lives no matter of occasion
Another road another try
Where's the difference tell me why

Ref

You can't stop me
To love the world with all it's lies
Keep it to myself
Keep it to myself

You can't stop me
I'm close enough to kiss the sky
Keep it to myself again, again

Why you coming out to see a lot of less destination
I want look back for the shadows that grown up to me
We're trapped in a song so we leave them to handle authorization
Another you another me
Where's the difference telling me

Ref

You can't stop me
To love the world with all it's lies
Keep it to myself
Keep it to myself

You can't stop me
I'm close enough to kiss the sky
Keep it to myself again, again

I just wanna rock them up
Mess them up
Running to the eye
Running to myself
Rock them up
Mess them up
Running to the cosmic ways
Running to myself

Ref

You can't stop me
To love the world with all it's lies
Keep it to myself
Keep it to myself

Won’t you stop me
I'm close enough to kiss the sky
Keep it to myself again, again
again

I just wanna rock them up
Mess them up
Running to the cosmic ways

how crazy

life can get sometimes...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFvCx6w_ptE&feature=related&noredirect=1

what doesnt kill you, make you stronger

Tough time...But at least it cant get any worse, can it?

signs

life gives us signs, its AMAZING!  sometimes you just have to TRY AGAIN! wish me luck

Miss CRASH!

so 2 day i had my first day of practice in the kindegarden - i really enjoy work with kids! most of them are awesome;-) unfortunately i had a little accident (hurt my knee badly and can't really walk) so now im just sitting on the couch and listening to music:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEuom6HGGXQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKbMS-GdL9Q&feature=related  positive reggae stuff

my bro will bring me some beer as an anaesthesia haha
(i have to say i love my both bros so much! they're so different but i couldnt even dream of having better bros, and with me and my artist sis, we are making a pretty crazy sibling!)

a week ago i went downhill biking to Slovakia - Ruzomberok bikepark Malino Brdo, again, and it was awesome. we spend there 2 great days, still not enough though..i had a few crashes, also my bro, we even had to go to the hospital with him, but fortunately, we are fine so far. 
i know its dangerous hobby, i still feel it in my bones, but it gives me so much happiness, and every time i look at this: http://www.pinkbike.com/video/216007/   im having shivers... i guess I LOVE IT! (my friend took some pics so maybe i will upload something soon)

and i wanna try more extreme sports!