good bye post.

listening to 'one last goodbye' and thinking what to say...
for last few years i tried to learn how to get a distance to my emotions but 2 day i failed.
i realized that this battle i have to win by myself and no one can help me. and no one really cares.
i made so many mistakes, but mostly becouse I CARE, i cared to much and i paid. nowedays i just have to be more selfish and switch off 'the feeling button'.
and i swear to myself i will do anything i have to do to reach my goal.
there is nothing left to share behind my blue eyes now, but there is still a lot behind closed doors and some day i will be back;)
wish me luck!

watch me

THIS MUSIC blows my mind...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RsR7NEBLtfY&NR=1&feature=endscreen

"but my norwegian is a bit peculiar, u wouldnt understand me" haha i think we do understand;)

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HncHgry7kio&feature=related

another norwegian guy that im in love with...;)

day off

how amazing it is when you can sleep as long as you want, drink coffee not in a hurry, and eat 'kinder surprise' for brekki? i dont know how about you, but i love it;) add good music and comfi couch and im in heaven!

hospital

went to the hospital and...i hated it. i wish i could find a way try not to cry..

2night songs..

beautiful version of "Through The Glass"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLDGekeZh_8
and better than original, Linkin Park's version of "Rolling In The Deep"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5O8PYm6vcE&feature=endscreen&NR=1

sleep well;)

i'm looking forward to 2012!

geeting excited while thinking of new year, can't wait to see what it will bring to me! i'm currently finishing my Bachelor's and will graduate in May/June. it makes me feel happy and very positive about the future;)
my life will be in my hand again!
also the weather is amazing, it's January 3rd and i went skating!
wish you all the best in 2012-let's rock this year!