Monday, April 25, 2011

przytulam się do wspomnień

masakra.
mam okropny nastrój od kilku dni, nic mnie nie cieszy, nic mi się nie chce. myślę i czuję za dużo, za dużo wspomnień ostatnio w mojej głowie. tęsknie.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

differences

drinking beer called "Harnaś" that ring me a bell Zakopane, can't wait til summer and at least weekend there...
also listening to Incubus - live from Chile, love those guys and their positive attitude, they simply make the world  a better place..

my life is so different nowedays... im so much into business!( funny that when i was study business it didint interest me, now i love it!)  skip lots of school but im having  business conferences and trainings and i enjoy it much more than my studies schedule. im also reading lots of books relate with business ( and bios of R.Kiyosaki, D. Trump, H.Ford) and it motivates me so much! i even won a book "Think And Grow Rich" by N.Hill at last conference,  so amazing!;-)
it's really weird coz i always thought that a serious life is boring and now i see how wrong i was! it all depends on YOU, if you are a boring person then all ur life is nauseous but if you are not, then your serious life might be even better than ur 'no probs' teen period!

what else, oh yes: IM HAVING A B-DAY ON MONDAY!
it's nothing special, but i have to say that im actually happy with that. im not disappointed that im getting older, and that i won't be pretty anymore (bahahaha fuck, it sounds 'modest') but, first time in my life, im feeling PERFECT with who I am and with my age, I love it! and every day, every new person on my life way, seems to say the same 'it's your time'...
oh and yes, serious life is sweet but of course im Anna, and Anna needs fun from time to time so the b-day weekend is gonna look crazy...im going to Krakow 2morro straight from Uni, there im having pre-party with bros and friends, after that im going to Warsaw to see Lama Ole and for buddhism lecture, then there is a huge party with friends and lots of different people and straight from that im going back home coz on Monday morning i have to be at Uni (hope i will be able to do that!)

ps i had such a cute dream with a person i dont really now, its funny when you dream about somebody you know from TV or so, and then, in your dream, you are best friends...and it goes so naturally... really sweet...
mind is incredible!




taking by my lovely sis;-)

If you could only see the beast you've made of me
I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free
Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart
Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

gotta good feelin' ;-)

Im verry happy March is going to end, i dont like this month, makes me feel bad - physically and mentally.
Anyway, Spring is offically here and hope the weather will be better every day, i need sun!

I dont know why but im having good feeling... Cant wait for April - im gonna take a rest from school and visit Krakow and Warsaw, see old friends and probably some new people, also im having my b-day in April!!!

I also planed to visit Norway for the National Day - the 17 of May, but unfortunately got my practice at that time...im really sorry for that coz that day is totally amazing and I'd love to be there... 


 well, lets check the flights, maybe i can figure out something;)

Monday, March 21, 2011

God, how I miss my world...

Im having a weird time now... it seems like Im stuck somewhere - far far away from the real world, MY WORLD. and i miss this world as hell.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

"...most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back"

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. "

Friday, February 18, 2011

'Girl, you got to change your crazy ways, You hear me'

thats what i heard from one of my professors at first year of my studies..i didint change my 'crazy way of thinking' and at the end i got A from the exam with that guy...we shouldnt change ourself just becouse somebody wants it, or just becouse u dont suit to the surroundings...

my sickness took over 2 weeks, really annoying if you have to spend ur time off in bed... also, i hate that i cant control my body and mind when im sick. mostly i was fucking physically tired and my mind was joking with me by having 'flashbacks' to the times i dont wanna remember and to the people i shouldnt been ever met... luckily i survived and im getting better.
went to school yesterday and 2 day and i was pretty surprise... even that my school schedule is crazy (some days im having lectures from 8am -7pm, and that means i have to wake up at 5 and be back home after 8) im gonna have pretty cool lectures. i've already had music and art classes and i loved it! we made some instruments and then we played on those, we danced, sang and also learnt how to relax and breath properly. next week we will play the real instrument, and i will try the little drum!
the art classes are going to be cool as well, we will paint, draw, and try every kind of art express.
we are also having lectures about 'the healthy life style' (diet and training), how to speak properly and some other stuff.

seems to be cool!

ps and i will play 'the snow princess' at performance we are doing for kids! lol....

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

i'm absolutely tiggerific!


haha YES I AM! 

i passed all my exams and i'm off from school until Monday! I got 5 (A) from all important exams and i don't give a shit about the rest! finally got some time to recover my body and mind...