Sunday, July 18, 2010

alcohol - stress reaction or just inanity?

I've been here 4 weeks already and 2 times really drunk. Being in Ireland sober, especially during the weekend is a challenge, but it doesn't mean it's impossible. And it also doesn't mean that I have to be one of those drunk chicks that can't even walk to home after party. Anyway as I mentioned before this shit happend to me twice and I'm pretty sure it's already too much.
As I've noticed lately, I'm feeling older and wiser than a year ago, and for me such a behav is just not acceptable anymore. But there is one thing that I can't undestand... becouse if it's really not my life style anymore than why am I doing THIS? Why I am acting like a teen? Is it a stress reaction or is it just inanity? I understand I went through not an easy days lately, not an easy months, I had to went through not an easy situation and news but still... is it a good reason or is it just excuse?

But seriously, what could I except by coming back to Cork........? STUPID ME.

'Choosing one path means abandoning others - if you try to follow every possible path you will end up following none. I followed many paths in my "younger and more vulnerable years". But when you are young this attitude is a blessing - if you know when to stop.' - P. Coelho


  1. Wszystko jest dla ludzi,bez znaczenia ile maja lat-chociaz...wiek w pewien sposob "ogranicza"-czlowiek zaczyna mysle,cze mu to nie wypada itd a moim zdaniem powinno sie robic to,na co ma sie ochote. Upijaja sie tez starsi ludzi-i kazdy ma swoj sposob. Najwazniejsze jest,ze nie robisz tym nikomu krzywdy,a przede wszystkim sobie i potrafisz sie kontrolowac.
    Co porabiasz w Cork ?

  2. To masz troche jak moja siostra, ktora drugi raz jest au pair u tej samej rodziny (byla w lecie 2008) i mowi, ze prawda jest w przyslowiu, iz nie wchodzi sie dwa razy do tej samej rzeki.