Friday, December 6, 2013


tak bardzo sie zmienilam odkad tutaj jestem ze az tego nie ogarniam... tyle zostawilam za soba, tyle rzeczy waznych nagle stalo sie bezistotnymi blachostkami...zmienily sie moje moraly, patrzenie na swiat, rzeczy i ludzi... wyprawa do Azji otworzyla mi oczy, zmusila do myslenia...
time for changes.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

born to travel

just wanted to say that last weeks were crazy, but would that be a truth? not really, the truth is that not only last weeks and months were not exactly normal, but also every singel year since i turned 21... that was probably the time when i decided not only talking about moving from my country but also do something about it.  2day, 8 years later, after living in 7 different countries and even more cities i can easly say i was born to travel. never really had doubts about it, but sometimes just tried to lie to myself that maybe someday i will live a normal life, with a husband by my back, little house, a dog and 2 kids running in the garden. well, now i know it will never happen.  am i sad about it? not really. there is nothing else that could give me as much happiness as traveling gives me. i love waking up with the feeling of freedom and independence. i love every single smile on my face when im packing my suitcase. i love being on the way, meeting random people, talking about things noone really talks anymore. i love the moments when you realizing you just met someone who will change your life, and no matter if you know him/her a day or an hour, and no matter if you ever see this person again.  the only things that matter is that this one person was there at this moment and it changed you and your way of seeing the world.  for a very long time i couldnt get over that every time im meeting someone important it's not for a long time. the thing is that actually the most important people stays in my life no matter how far away they live. having friends all over the world is probably the best thing that can be, but sure you cant stay in touch with everyone. that's for me the bigget prise you pay while being a traveler. but as i said before, do i regret? no, every singel moment of my life is worth it.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

i'm loving it!

 ha, 3 years ago i posted this:

 "I'm turning 26 today...I think this means I have to go and get a real job now. I think this means I should fold and iron my clothes after they come out of the dryer. Probably I should change stuff in my wardrobe and buy some 'adult' clothes as my mum says. By all rights, I should be married by now and thinking about what to name the kids I haven't conceived as yet. Hmmm. Something Bohemian. Something clever. Something original. But not too obscure so as to make his/ her life hell in middle school. So maybe - Sunniva or Tarja for a girl but for a boy? Don't know... hm, maybe Dag or Arjan? Or maybe just a lovely polish 'Jaś' and 'Małgosia'?
. I am not quite there yet. The laundry is warm and welcoming when you wear it straight out of the dryer and I love my clothes and the fact I wear sneakers every day...

But I guess I should
have numerous questions running through my mind like what will happen to me? What is expected of me? What should I already be doing? Some people think the answer is important becouse 'You're not getting any yonger and any prettier, be serious!'

But you know what? I don't give a shit. I'm still taking things one day at a time. :)I am eagerly waiting to face the surprises which life has for me this year. :)I don't feel 26. It's just a number. And the fact that I am that old doesn't make me have palpitations. I feel good! :-)"

2day is my b-day again, and im feeling like nothing has changed;)
i love the way i live and i wouldn't change anything. i love "the moment in time' that brought me here and im thankful for all i've got so far. i love the place and people that make me feel safe and welcome here but at the same time im still full of dreams and this is not my last word. and yes, i still don't give a shit about "how my life shoudl look like",  i'm far to crazy for normal life anyway:)))

Monday, April 1, 2013

the day when i fell in love with Zurich...

yes, thats true. i've been missing writting so much but since i haven't been sure how i feel about living here i didint want to share my thoughts. now everything has changed. i honestly can't express how beautiful this city is and how lucky i feel by having opportunity to live here.

i love those little cobbled streets with hidden little coffee shops at every corner, i love the old amazing architecture of almost every building, i love beautiful fancy shops and all "broken houses" and amazing shops with antiques that moves your imagination at the moment you look at them.... i love to hear not only german, but french and italian while walking on the street, i love the multicultural environment and a guy who listen to frank sinatra at the bus stop... but the most of all i love Zurich's lake and a park around, i love the guy who plays sax every sunday and the atmosphere of freedom and happiness...

THIS IS MY NEW HOME. and im glad

Sunday, January 6, 2013

life and it's meaning

odkąd wróciłam do Norwegii nie potrafię sobie znaleźć miejsca. nic mi się tutaj nie podoba, nic mnie nie cieszy, rzeczy które wcześniej wywoływały mój uśmiech dziś mnie irytują. najbardziej przeszkadza mi chyba to, że tak naprawdę moje życie nie ma żadnego konkretnego znaczenia, nie zmieniam nic na lepsze, nie pomagam ludziom potrzebującym... pracuje żeby jakoś przetrwać, uczę się języka żeby dostać lepszą pracę, żeby zarabiać więcej, ale tak właściwie po co? gdzie w tym sens? nigdy nie obchodziły mnie pieniądze i warunki w jakich mieszkam (no może z wyjątkiem okresu nastoletniego gdzie nie posiadanie swojego pokoju było najstraszniejszą rzeczą pod słońcem) a zmaterializowanie tego świata doprowadza mnie ostatnio do obłędu. szukam wyjścia, ale jak i gdzie?

Friday, October 12, 2012

'you just have to take a risk...always? yeah, always ;)'

drinking my first coffee 2day and looking at the cover of my fashion bible called VOGUE... music plays in the background which fills my head with thoughts, emotions, dreams and hopes but most of all memories 'who i was' and guastions 'who am i now?'...

'you just have to take a risk...always? yeah, always'
can get over this one sentance that i heard a few days ago becouse it is simply so true. we mostly regret thigs we havent done and changes we didint take.

nie chce być niewolnikiem polskiego schematycznego myslenia a lapie sie na tym ze jest to we mnie bardzo mocno zakorzenione. ostatnie 3 lata w pl daja znac o sobie, mysle o tym czego oczekuja ode mnie inni, a zapomnialam kompletnie o tym ze przeciez w tym wszystkim, w calym MOIM zyciu, powinno byc miejsce przede wszystkim dla MNIE, tego czego ja chce... ze wszystkimi szalonymi decyzjami i konsekwencjami ktore one ze soba niosa...