ha, 3 years ago i posted this:
"I'm turning 26 today...I think this means I
have to go and get a real job now. I think this means I should fold
and iron my clothes after they come out of the dryer. Probably I should
change stuff in my wardrobe and buy some 'adult' clothes as my mum says.
By all rights, I should be married by now and thinking about what to
name the kids I haven't conceived as yet. Hmmm. Something Bohemian.
Something clever. Something original. But not too obscure so as to make
his/ her life hell in middle school. So maybe - Sunniva or Tarja for a
girl but for a boy? Don't know... hm, maybe Dag or Arjan? Or maybe just a lovely polish 'Jaś' and 'Małgosia'?
I am not quite there yet. The laundry is warm and welcoming when you
wear it straight out of the dryer and I love my clothes and the fact I
wear sneakers every day...
But I guess I should
have numerous questions running through my mind like what will happen
to me? What is expected of me? What should I already be doing? Some
people think the answer is important becouse 'You're not getting any yonger and any prettier, be serious!'
But you know what? I don't give a shit. I'm still taking things one day at a time. I am eagerly waiting to face the surprises which life has for me this year. I don't feel 26. It's just a number. And the fact that I am that old doesn't make me have palpitations. I feel good! :-)"
2day is my b-day again, and im feeling like nothing has changed;)
i love the way i live and i wouldn't change anything. i love "the moment in time' that brought me here and im thankful for all i've got so far. i love the place and people that make me feel safe and welcome here but at the same time im still full of dreams and this is not my last word. and yes, i still don't give a shit about "how my life shoudl look like", i'm far to crazy for normal life anyway:)))